I saw things i wasn't suppose to see, i knew things i wasn't suppose to know. Even though i wanted to one it. Somehow, i started to think if putting so much effort and time on you & if putting deep feelings in you is really worth in after all. From the start, i already know it's not going to bring me no where, and know there's no hope too. It's just bad seeing the two of you patch.. I know i ruined my own chance. Haha, i was just thinking about my past. The times when 1st became a Christian. & others.
Hahah, i'm lazy to carry on. Might carry on editing.
Bye(L)